After reading his e-mail, I smiled. It made me feel good. He is back to being nice and considerate person I knew. I had no expectations. And I don’t have any when I go to the vacation home. I just want to enjoy myself and the event.
I feel stronger and more confident that I’m moving in the right direction. Maybe this has something to do with the daily meditations and love affirmations that I’m sending to H and everybody important to me. I feel more at peace. Maybe this is a beginning of finally letting go and dropping the rope.
I am glad that H is back to communicating with you. But this is still the roller coaster, isn't it? When he is nice and contacts you, you feel happy and confident, when he doesn't, you feel anxious. I could be talking about me, there LOL!
I have every hope for you, Bright. I have never been able to meditate or do affirmations, even though I have heard lots of positive things. Maybe I should try again. I tried yoga once and the instructor said that I was the least relaxed person she ever met. Whoops.
