Nothing new...just kind of chugging along. I am trying to finish up the house projects. I have someone coming out tomorrow to change the locks on all our exterior doors. I am not trying to lock H out. We changed our exterior door handles and never had the keys made so I just need to finish up the project so that we have keys to the doors. The house should be great after that! It is such a huge relief.
I am also trying to catch up at work. I am getting up early tomorrow to get some stuff done in the morning. H will have the kids on Friday night so I am planning to work late that night as well.
I am hopeful that once I catch up at work and the house is taken care of, I can get back to my GAL activities.
I hope you're as great as you sound. A big key in this is getting through a lot of "firsts" and figuring out that you can do This, whatever This happens to be at the time.
Sometimes you get to do it in your time, in your way, without consulting another adult. There's a certain amount of freedom in that. Initially it's difficult to admit that because it somehow feels were giving up, or being "unfaithful" to you M.
I think it just means we are finding more of our power.
Yes, there are negatives but there are also positives.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
