I understand why, but I need to have someone to talk to, I feel so alone.

My H drops this on me, doesn't tell our kids, all of his things are still here, and leaves to a war zone. He's not communicating with me, but he did finally text the girls.

Counseling appt later today, wish I could just sleep all day, that's the only time I don't feel sick.

J

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since