I know it says not to talk to family and friends about it, but I feel like if I have people to talk to I will feel better.
Don't get me wrong, I have shared with one good friend and my sister, but I don't want to drain them either. I did talk to his sister a little today, but she brought it up....
I just feel like I would feel less alone if I had more people to talk to.
Very lonely, J
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since