I know it says not to talk to family and friends about it, but I feel like if I have people to talk to I will feel better.

Don't get me wrong, I have shared with one good friend and my sister, but I don't want to drain them either. I did talk to his sister a little today, but she brought it up....

I just feel like I would feel less alone if I had more people to talk to.

Very lonely,
J


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since