I needed that. Unfortunately I don't think it was and affair that triggered him asking for a divorce. It was that state of our marriage that triggered an affair, if there is one.
I am at the beginning of this so am so lost and empty. He told me he was going to file for divorce, left 5 days later, didn't want the kids to even know. Now I find myself wanting them to know so they understand why I feel the way I do...selfish right.
I will not tell them, it was his decision, he will at least have to be here for that pain.
J
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since