W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

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Update as of today. W deleted her Facebook, removed me from her Instgram, Twitter and Snapchat contacts. I just don't understand all this. I've never seen this side of her. I'm not sure I know this person to be honest. I'm concerned probably more so for her than myself. She's drinking every night and seems to be angry, mean and ruthless. I just don't understand why she is refusing to work in things. To me what has happened are not reasons to get D. It angers me to think she is just sitting in her office or at her friends house know in she wants a D. How can she think this is all ok? To know she is a Christian and raised the right way by The Lord but thinks this the right thing to do.

There is no communication for us. I think and feel like she has mentally shut me off and our R.

I want to make sure people here our situation. I'm not concerned about people on my side, that's not what it is about to me, I couldn't care any less about that. I just want to make this right. But I feel like the people she has told, her parents, grandma, sisters and boss know the "whole" story not just the parts she wants them to here to make her seem like the victim or me the bad guy. I don't have any ill words to say about her, she changed my life for the better and took great care of "us". But my emotions are ones of "man she messed up my life."