melissa - standing up for me

[melissag]

I need some sort of surgery or something to make me not want to be nice to my H.

I feel bad for him. It really [censored] that he is going to have to sever a lucrative client relationship.

I tell myself that I shouldn't feel bad - after all, this is his choice. And, he doesn't give a crap about screwing over my future, so why should I care about him? (Well, I just do. I guess I can't be like him and not care about the past 17 years we have shared.) AND, I am pretty sure he will do just fine either way - it's not like he is struggling financially.

I still feel kind of bad, though.

I will get over it.

And I definitely will not allow that to get in the way of the business side of things.

Thanks, Wonka, for the suggested response. We have TKD tonight so I will probably wait until after that, even, to respond. I don't need him scowling at me all through TKD. We have testing today too, so I can't be distracted by that.