Haven't heard from H since Sunday. Kids keep asking about dad. I tell them he's working. Oh the glamorous life of the LBS.
Today I feel the realness of my sitch. The true gravity. My H and I used to talk/touch base several times a day. Even after BD. I am holding tight. I will not contact him. I remember him saying "If it weren't for the kids, you'd never see me again."

He wasn't kidding around....

Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014