Journal: work is getting busy. I am slipping behind a little. I have to pick up the pace. I am having trouble coconcentrating again. The bills are sitting in tbe sorter and I need fo go thru fhem. I should have gone over to fhe part time job tbis morning at 5 this morning but I was up talking with s12 at 3 am and never got to sleep again. He had a nightmare and needed to talk it thru.

I am exhausted and frustrated. I will get up and go to the gym. That should help. I feel like I am sinking a little bit today. Does anybody else have these days? Nothing feels right today. I feel alone. Sorry to sound dark. I'm sure this will pass, but its not nice. I feel stuck. The only way thru it is thru it.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14