blinded, I'm sorry your here. The best thing for you at this time is to focus on you, and read sandi's 37 rules and start to apply them. NO more beggignig and pleading, no more I love yous. You need to focus on you, not your W, she has to go through her own journey. If you continue to focus on her, you're going to push her further away. Listen I'm in the same boat. This is going to be a long slow process. good luck.
