Hi LovetheHub, thank you for your reply. You gave me very good points, which makes me understand our current situation a bit more. I hate that I still love my old H so much. He is used to be very responsible and caring. Whenever I was thinking about our old time, I wanted to show him that I love him. But in the reality I have to accept he is a totally different person now. the new H is so cold-hearted and selfish, and sometimes even crazy and ridiculous. Every time when he pushed me for divorce and for accepting what he wanted, I felt so sad and angry. I was wondering where is my old lovely H? How come can a nice person change so dramatically within one year? He will become really happy after destroying such a good family, especially when he sees his kids suffer from a broken family? I know it is no good, but I don't know why I keep thinking in this way :-(
M 18 yrs 5 & 7 yrs old kids H DB in 4/2013 H moved out in 11/2013
