I need all the help i can get

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It was great actually. I 180'd as I would normally b*tch about being left with the kids, and that the OM is there.

I kept it shut, helped load the car, made breakfast and she has instigated 90% of today's contact.

Behind the scenes I am a shaking wreck but I'm slowly beginning to understand detachment and forcing myself away from the needy and insecure man I have been for too long.

I didn't do valentines and she was v. upset by it. I thought that this would be a a nice way to remind her that we are thinking of her and proud of her for the work she is doing.

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