I am sorry about the loss of your stepfather. My condolences to you and your family.
Take some time to grieve the loss of your stepfather. Have you had a chance to schedule some away time for you?
June is only a few months away JFun…only a few more months.
FWIW, a friend of mine used to remind me on the days that I wanted to quit and say F it...... "I want to quit but I will not do it today. I may do it tomorrow - just not today".
You are a strong man JFun - please take pride in this.
Instead of looking at what she is doing to YOU....
Look at what YOU are showing YOUR kids...
Look at the lessons they are learning....
Consider the impact YOU are having on your kids...
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans