I know this goes against DB but I did send him an email today. It wasn't needy or pleading, but I did tell him that I did not want a divorce but I understand why he does. Also told him that I would like to leave the lines of communication open and that I would like to know that he is safe (he is a contractor in Afghanistan) and what is going on with his recent health issues.
I am so lost, I know I should be GAL but find myself literally walking in circles in my house.
