Cadet, i have spent the last 3 days reading all i can on this site. So much good info. How am i going to fix this? I amgoing to change myself foremost, and prove to my W that i have changed and she can see the change. HOpefully in time she would be willing to trust me again.
Starsky, Sorry about the original post. Yes, i do know how much i have hurt her, and i have come to grips with. Alhough when thinking about it, i will still cry over how much pain i have caused. About the time issue, my wife feels that she should be futher along than she is at this point. I feel like she is trying to hard to rush it not really dealing with it. I want her to get help for herself but she doesnt feel shes the one that needs help.
I am trying deperately to keep from seperating, but then i think maybe time apart will help her? The thought of serperation and being away from my W and family just breaks my heart.
Betrayo(my screen name was to be "Betrayor" for some reason the r got dropped.
