Dear melissag, thank you very much for your letting me know I'm not alone. It does feel that no one is coming for me. And I know that. I'm trying to detach, but it is HARD! God, I see her and I want to reach out and hold her, but I know that this is exactly what I should not do. She asked for space, and I try to give it to her. But before that, she wanted me to leave. I said that if she has the problem then she should be the one to leave, but she decided that she would take the time in our house instead of leaving.
So now I am trying to win her back by trying to change myself into the man I was, the man she fell in love with, the man I know I can be. We'll see how it goes.
