I don't like the man he is right now at all. When I read other people's situations I can see that there is love behind the pain. I often don't feel that way with my H. He has so much anger and cutting comments. He refuses to see my changes. He excludes me in any loving or family comments.
It seems we are farther apart than ever, and he has dug his heels in so much, that I have lost faith that he will ever come back to his M.
Right now I am choosing me. I am finally taking care of myself.
Me:33 H:35 M: 12 years D-15 S-6 Bomb: 6-2013 OW: 11/2013 Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair Kids and I moved back in 12/2013 H moved out 2/2014