S6 lost his first tooth last night. I am so sad he is growing up so quickly. It really hits that H is gone during those times. I remember when D15 lost her first tooth. She came running to H and we were all so excited.

Times have changed. S asked if he could call dad and tell him frown

H has everything to lose. On the flip side, H did state that he's thinking a lot and trying to make decisions. This surprised me since I truly thought he was just drowning his thoughts in booze and women.

His options now are 1) Divorce me 2) Move home and live independently of me.

His options are never to work out his M. "I just don't see you like that" Ouch.

Have fun living your d-bag life, dude. Ok, got that out of my system.


Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014