[BrightFuture]

NLT, thanks for stopping by. Yes, I do want a better version of the person that I know H can be. He has all the potential.

I did finally get an e-mail from him replying to my e-mail about the package. He politely asked me to bring the package with me when I go to the vacation home. He didn’t explain why it came to my house though. Then he told me that he is planning to stay somewhere else in a couple of weeks, so I and “the youngsters” (my son and his GF) could stay in the condo. This is so nice of him. I didn’t ask him about it, I just told my GF over there that we are planning to come over (it will be an off roads race weekend) and I would like my son to stay in the condo, and I would find somewhere else to stay. So, H offered to all of us to stay at the condo, yeah. It is actually funny how it works. I communicate with my GF and tell her about my plans, I don’t mention anything to H, and next thing I know he knows my plans and makes the offer. At the end of the e-mail he says “See you in a couple of weeks.” Is he really planning to see me and not hide from me?

After reading his e-mail, I smiled. It made me feel good. He is back to being nice and considerate person I knew. I had no expectations. And I don’t have any when I go to the vacation home. I just want to enjoy myself and the event.

I feel stronger and more confident that I’m moving in the right direction. Maybe this has something to do with the daily meditations and love affirmations that I’m sending to H and everybody important to me. I feel more at peace. Maybe this is a beginning of finally letting go and dropping the rope.