"Less than half an hour ago i worked up enough courage to tell my wife that i was "having difficulties with moving out". "
Why on earth would you tell her that? It shows your insecurities big time.
"I broached before i left this afternoon (not wise i suspect :/)"
Why do you keep poking the bear? Just stop bringing it up and start concentrating on your changes. Your fear is going to ruin your chances of reconciliation.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.