Afraid I have waited too long

[nit84]

Thanks for the responses Z, Paul and Maritimer.

I know her walls are up I didn't expect a thank you but got one. It not the first time that has happened since S but it is rare.

I know she is trying hard to dislike me. I can see it in her eyes and body language.

When she cant take it anymore she will even tell me the things I am doing to better myself and I just say thanks for noticing.

She then will get more upset and say why now and not before so I know it bugs her that I am becoming a man that only a fool would leave.

I just have to wait till she trusts that these things will be permanent. I just hope Im still standing for my M when it dawns on her.