Today I decided to value myself and not fear... so I slept in, as much as I wanted. But, I woke up consumed of thoughts of h and our possible re-connection... wondering (knowing that he was working). I wanted to make contact. Soooo, I texted & asked him how his day was going, and if his helper showed up. He replied immediately telling me how tired and busy he has been. I then texted back saying I bet he was tired and sent him a pic of a vacay spot in the maldives with a big bathtub, etc. This is the first personal picture I have sent him. We have spoke often of warm vacations or at least hot tubbing. Hope this wasn't coming across as too pushy or pursuing... thoughts?
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
