P - Your situation is really young. You are doing a great job considering everything that you are going through. I repeat "baby steps" to myself over and over again. I have also learned that sometimes it is okay even if you take one step backwards because it usually leads to taking two steps forward. I have also found that little trips away have been so help in my situation. It is just nice to have a break from the everyday and a change of face. It is also nice that you are able to hang out with the coaches and other parents. Enjoy your time. Enjoy a beer. Forget about your wife tonight and just enjoy some Paul time smile