Four weeks in, hopeful but just starting!

[KGirl]

Just when I'm starting to think things are turning around and being more positive...
I made plans with friends tonight since I didn't want to be alone/just stuck home with H. I came home around 10pm, and during that time H made a document that he saved right on the computer (not even snooping, it's just there in the "documents" folder that we keep everything in) called "possessions". It's a list of our possessions and who he thinks should get what. It's quite one-sided towards him. This s*cks. I kept telling myself he was still deciding what he wants to do and that's why he hasn't said anything in weeks, but I don't think you start a list like this in plain sight unless you're sure of your decision. He seems to do stuff like this when I go out w/out him for long periods of time.. last time I was gone for awhile is when he started making his "budget" to see if he could afford the house. I can only hope he does these things when he's feeling angry that I'm out GALing and won't follow through on them. What a cr*ppy day : (