H seeing FOW...again

[courageouswife]

Nothing much new to report! Word has definitely started to spread in my little town of H's leaving! Got an email from a neighbor concerned if we had enough wood to keep warm and a text from a friend whose H worked with my H asking if it was true that H moved back in with OW. One of my co-workers apparently thought I was going to tell all at our outing the other night and scolded the other gal that went with us for monopolizing the conversation and not letting me get a word in! I actually was having a good time! Was nice to be distracted and laughing and having fun!

Met with IC today! She asked if H and I had had any R talk since he left. Not sure she understood "not initiating R talk"! She said that she sees a resiliency in me and wants to explore Adult Children of Alcoholics and co-dependency. My Father was an alcoholic most of my life.

Totally cleaned my kitchen and cleared the counter tops of all decorative items! My kids talked me into putting the antique bread box back out but everything else is put away! Looks so clean and uncluttered! Almost like we just moved in or are getting ready to move out! Regardless, felt good to get rid of some stuff!

Bought myself some flowers today and am going out with a friend tomorrow night!!!