WAW Said She's Done, III Realization setting in

[2ndTimeHurt]

"Why am I still hurting. I should be pissed, shouldnt I. Im not mad, Im hurt. I cannot believe, (out of all the people in the world) that my WAW, mother of our children would be putting so much time, attention and focus on this 24 year old Dirt bag."

I know it's hard brother. I'm feeling your pain right now. Funny you say 24 year old dirtbag(almost 10 years your W's junior), I say 38 year old dirtbag(10 years older than my ex!).

The plus in your sitch is that a 24 year old doesnt want to settle down or at least lacks the emotional maturity for such a thing. It will run its course. Is there a positive for me? A 38 year old wants to settle down(I think). For me the only positive is this 38 year old dirt bag has no clue what's hidden behind her doors. Stuff that took me years to accept and that's because she's the mother of my child.

Good luck man. I'll be watching you to make sure you're ok.