I actually expected her to react negatively. I did this because I wanted to, I knew she wasn't going to do anything in return. I wanted to express myself, that's all. I'd feel worst if I hadn't done it. Of course there's a part of me that hoped for more but I knew it wasn't going to happen.
That was a good idea spoiling yourself like that.
Resentment occurs when we aren't doing what we need to care for ourselves, though we expect others to do it for us.
