Actually feeling fairly good yesterday. More clear in my thinking -- that I need to stand my ground for what I know is right for me right now. Took me a long time to hit that realization, but now that it's here, I feel much better :-) So, I will need to tell H that I cannot live a normal life with him being friends with OW, and that he will have to make the decision to cut off communication or go. That realization happened yesterday - Feb 13.
So today is Feb 14. H didn't say much to me this morning - no "Happy Valentine's Day" or anything other than "Goodbye" and a quick kiss as he left for work. I just got a call from H asking me if he could buy a birthday gift for OW. Interesting day he chose to ask me that--Valentine's Day. Well-played, H, well-played. It's pretty much a full kick in the gut, but I can take it, because I'm working on my GAL ;-)
I will make this a day full of love and happiness for myself and my Ds and friends. We are all going out to a wonderful dinner and show (H will be there, but I'll be fine and cool as a cucumber).
