Guys Im obsessed with checking the phone records. I cannot get this image of My WAW, our Boys, and this DirtBag OM she is so enamored with.

Why am I still hurting. I should be pissed, shouldnt I. Im not mad, Im hurt. I cannot believe, (out of all the people in the world) that my WAW, mother of our children would be putting so much time, attention and focus on this 24 year old Dirt bag.

Guys, I cannot stop snooping the phone records and its killing me. How do I stop?


Me: 39 W: 33
M: 9 years
T: 10 years
S7 S10
BD 10/19/13
W Filed 11/25/13
EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA)
WAW moved out 3/15/14