I'm glad our kids were there for you this morning and made things a bit better. I think it's a wonderful idea to haver a special dinner and enjoy the moment w/the children that love you. Make today a special day for you! Do something special that you will enjoy, maybe pamper yourself a bit.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
