yes, Busting. I am seeing, learning, more and more of what you mean. I know in my head that detox from this man is what I need to do. Lately, I have been telling myself over and again, he does not care, he does not care. I am trying to convince myself of this. I have found it hard to accept, to believe, BUT it is his actions... oh, he cares for me as a human being, but he no longer cares to be part of our family. I know this. I have to accept this. I have to become ok. it is just the way it is. The new reality I know I have fought, I have tried. I did not want to be another statistic. But this is where I find myself. keep posting
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
