Paul, I too struggle with small things from my H and wanting them to "mean" something when I know I shouldn't. Today when I was shoveling H was pulling out of the driveway and waved before he left. My heart soared for about ten seconds until I had to remind myself not to read anything into it :\ I keep trying to tell myself that the only thing that will mean something is an actual statement from my H that he is interested in trying!
Me:30 H:29, no kids T:12, M:4 (when D was final) 12/13: "Don't think I want to be M anymore" 6/14: Separated (I move) 1/15: H filed for D 5/15: D final