My no choice is solely financial and convenience speaking. Difficult in our current school schedule to make a house move or anything of that nature. Don't wanna upset the kids at school and the whole nine yards. This woman is becoming completely intolerable and I feel that she will be broken for some time. My hola has always been to be married to her. I believe it is the best and most stable situation. I said forever and I meant it. Problem is, this woman in my house has buried any love, caring, or compassion for me somewhere deep under the hate and fog. I cannot stand seeing her, sharing the house with her, talking to her, or being around her. She is so full of hate and misunderstanding that any normal feelings towards me are dead. She cannot even give me the common courtesy that she gives strangers.
Back up on her feet today and she tries to provoke me in the worst way. I've had a death in my family and she has shown nothing. Not that I expected it. Her BFF has texted me several times to express her sympathy. Bit tw woman I've shared 20 years of life with, nothing. Lets me know where she's at for sure.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
