Recruit,

Have you bought and read the books?

You have started the most important 180 for you...addressing the depression.

You have a significant list of things to change...Think about what the complete opposite of your old behavior would look like and then do it!!!

Stop the pleading, crying, begging.....very unattractive behavior.

Do not argue or raise your voice.....I highly doubt that is what she meant by passion.

"Be the changes you want to see in the world"