Have you given any thought that maybe you are feeling a bit down is because of the snow and not being able to get out? When you are home alone and the world is quite because of a snow storm, it does tend feel lonely. The temps will warm up just a wee bit tomorrow and then we have the possibility of another "light" snow tomorrow night into Saturday morning.
It's also the eve of Valentine's Day and a lot of people get sort of down because that particular day always reminds us it's about "couples". But you know what, you can do something special for yourself and enjoy the day. I've always thought VD was overrated.
The pain you are feeling is both part of the healing and the only way to leave it behind is to work through it to get to the other side. Feel the pain and the release it. There is no side stepping this or it will raise its ugly head again very soon.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
