Good to see you are taking steps. this process feels like forever. its kind of like dog years. one year here feels like 7 LOL. I am only 2 months into S, but it feels like much longer and my M was a mess before that.

You're getting there. have faith, keep posting. I just said this to somebody else. H walked away from you, return the favor. Just go out and start living. be the person you want to be and GAL. I know it sounds hard, but leave H is the dust (figure of speech). you might even find that YOU feel different once you do this. you never know....

I'm trying to do the same with my W so trust me, I'm no expert. smile Have a great day.

me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14