H came home for the night and left this morning. He will be gone until next weekend. He came home and went right upstairs. Kids were so happy to see him, he put them to bed. I have been circling down the drain since I found out about the extra money he moved.

I have made an appointment with an IC for next week. I need help with getting to a place where I can talk to my H. I'm currently not doing well with DBing or 180s so I have trying to put a lot of thought into forgiveness and how to get there. It has only been three weeks so I do realize that this is just a drop in the bucket as far as time. I also joined a divorce Meet up group, so hopefully that is something that will be a good GAL activity. Soccer season is starting for two of my girls, which is always crazy busy, I welcome the distraction.


M45 H46
M16 yrs
D17, D10, D7
DB 1-23-2014
H filed D 2-14-2014