Separated and on a Walk

[paul19510]

It'll be high 70s here today, I love it but what does that bode for summer?

"Fear is a natural reaction to moving closer to the truth" Pema Chodron.

Fear can be a great motivator, that's feally its purpose. Fear can also seem to masquerade as different emotions. Look at your fears and allow them to motivate you forward, not keep you stuck.

The world is our mirror. Sometimes we don't like what we see in that mirror.

Stay warm.

Hi Bug! Will do! Wow its like you're inside my head...creepy right?

I had the same convo with my phone buddy yesterday. She asked me why I took the one down position and stayed there and why am I afraid to move away from that now that I have the chance to really make a clean slate while W is someplace else....?

She complimented my work thus far but reminded me, that continuing to rebuild my self esteem that I surrendered to this and make myself and my kids happy was my priority.

She sees a lot of the things that I have contact with W about as W now seeing the changes taking a stance for myself (not obsessing over W's opinion per se) just as yet more proof that I am changing, but there's more to come.

I envy your weather today. Please feel free to grab a shovel and come over with M. Ok, begging for help across the internet is now my new low LOL

I am laughing more and joking. that seems to indicate a positive change too. I need to do more of that.

have a great day and thanks for checking in on me.