Yes, I guess I am back in the place where I do need to take time to grieve. Bug is right that the only way through it is through it - I have learned that. There is no shortcut. I know there is a bottom to this hurt - I need to lean into into it and feel it to get through it.
I haven't been doing that. I have been fighting it. I am so tired of grieving.
One thing I have learned. Grieving is hard work.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14
