cool post RT! I think I would felt the same. We are only human. you have hopes and expectations. I guess we just have to keep our expectations reasonable and in line with our current life circumstances. It sounds like things are moving along for your in any event. I am happy for you and I hope for your continued success.
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14