A makeover would be good - I will try and look into that. We have some friends nearby but not a huge amount. I have tried over the last few years to make friends and I am usually a very sociable person - however we spent a lot of time with WAP and his two sons who also live locally (we haven't heard a peep from them at all) so it is lonely. I am trying not to burden my friends with my grief. Today - I feel as if I have a huge knot or ball inside me - it is heavy and sore. Am struggling - sorry everyone:( x