I planned on getting myself back up. Strong, vibrant and healthy. I stopped the drinking. I also need take care of some personal stuff. I need to be back to work. I need the income to support my daughter and I. I'm also back to the gym and it felt good. I'm reading more and and planning to make some changes that may help me in the long run. This Coming Friday will be difficult for me, My family will be laying my sister to rest. She was not there for me. That hurt me because the only message I got from her was "sorry about your sister" I think she on cloud nine with OM and don't care about anyone.
