Separated and on a Walk

[paul19510]

M thanks for the question. I am not sure why I am impatient. As an example my one friend had a bad M for 15 years and his W recently died. He wanted to move forward with his life and felt thag he'd already lost a lot of years. Without my W having the same thing I think my impatience is linked to that. I feel like I've already lost a lot of time. I do want someone that I can enjoy spending time with. W. would be my choice. I guess if she's not coming home I'd rather move on and perhaps enjoy the time with someone that likes spending time together.....perhaps that's the basis of my impatience...make sense?