Thanks 3. Yes, GAL gets me out of the house and mind off sitch...for the most part.

I have a new sense of independence running the entire household and handling the kids on my own. H is missing so much. He will never understand the hurt he has caused us all.

I try to forgive resentments daily. I am trying to finally turn the chapter to ME. I want to do self care. Back to exercising, eating well, prayer, sleep, and occas pampering. I'm ready to read fiction again and enjoy reading a story instead of just how to...(get your life out of a $**thole)books and CD's. I have been so preoccupied for months trying to analyze and fix that I have stopped taking care of me. I go out and do things, but have not cared for myself. I am so excited smile

My dad was so comforting in helping me continue on my path of letting go. I am so blessed to have great people in my life.


Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014