Here's a question for you . . . if he had taken his ogling one step further and wanted to ML, what would have happened?
I made sure that it was not an option. As soon as the kids where in bed, I told H to have a good night and started walking him towards the door. My H is generally respectful so I knew that he would not push it.
My H is leaving on Friday for a business trip. OW will be there. If I think about it long enough, it crushes me knowing that they will be there together. Even if it is just business as he maintains, it is still something that OW gets to do with H that I will probably never get to do again. It hurts. But I am determined to not let him see that. I want to be confident. I want to leave a good picture in my H's mind about me. I made sure to look relaxed last night, yet confident and hot in a subtle way. The last time he went on a trip like this I was a basket case before. I am sure he ran to the airport to just get a way from me.
