Going back through your posts, I don't see you mentioning anything about any problems you and your W might have had. I understand that the A is her deal, but was there ANYTHING that pointed to marital problems? It really sounds like you paint yourself as a real giver in the R with no faults so I had to ask.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.