Thanks everyone. I was able to live in the moment over the weekend and enjoy every second with the kids. It is just the quiet times at night where my wind wonders.
We decided to adjust our schedule a bit this week because we are expecting a big snowstorm on Thursday. H came over tonight. I was feeling good about myself today at work and decided to make sure I looked extra good tonight. I noticed that my H could not take his eyes off me several times. Our interactions have been a bit awkward lately so it was better to play my little game to see if he noticed me and not walk on edge shells. Tonight was much better as a result. Guess this goes along with the Bob Barker experiment that has been discussed before. I think I will have to try it more often.