Really really bad day today. I am in the full throws of a pity party. My mood today is haunted by the thoughts of:am I being punished for something??? I mean, first S, then the skin cancer, and all of it right in the middle of a career change so I'm unemployed and stressed about money and have been thrust back into single parenthood (D12 is H SD- and he has made no effort to spend time with her. And, her real dad is pretty much non-existent. So, I have a knack of picking winners)
I know my sitch is much more fortunate than some others. But why all this now? I believe in destiny/fate/free will/God/spirits....the whole shebang. So what is this? A lesson? A test? A punishment?
Any spiritual folks out there have some thoughts?
I'm ALL up in my emotions today---sorry!!! Lol
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5
