sorry sg, it seems my initial reply to you was lost. I will try to recall what I said.

Right now it seems we are a regular couple from the outside. My family even asks, when they see us together, if we made up. Behind closed doors though is a different story. We virtually have no contact with each other, which in a way is so confusing to me.

I lost about 40lbs since I started working out so I guess that's going well. Nothing else is though.

Initially we shared a strong physical attraction to each other but we didn't really have many common interests.

When we were loving we used to always hold hands.We went to church together and held hands during sermons. We shared tiny kisses but when my sexual needs weren't being met I rejected and was cold to those kisses. Now they are taken away and I would do anything to have them back. It's true when they say you don't know what you got till it's gone.


Me 43 W 43
S 10 (Special Needs)
M: 14 yrs
T: 18 yrs
Bomb: 09/16/12
Filed for D: WHO KNOWS???