Four weeks in, hopeful but just starting!

[KGirl]

As for why feeling spiteful... I don't want to get into a tit-for-tat "well he was out until X time last week and didn't say anything, now I'm gonna go do Y and not say anything, let's see how he likes it!", although it's kind of silly to think that because who knows if he gives two cents what I'm doing right now. And I want to see this movie anyway, so I know inside I'm not being spiteful. But I could see how it could come across as that. The "be mysterious" part of GAL feels like playing games and I want to be sincere in my actions and not play games/try to get a reaction out of someone.

Bottom line - I'm caring too much about what he thinks, again. I'm scared to do anything that will make him resent me, but at this point that could really be anything, so it's impossible to live my life around that.